"and tired" always followed sick.

And tired always followed sick. Worst beating I ever got in my life, my mother said, "Well I am just sick," and I said "And tired." I don't remember anything after that. - Bill Cosby

I hate Satan! I hate how every time i start to do well in my walk with God i mess it up! Frankly, im sick and tired of it. I want to live for Christ. I want for people to see Christ when they look at me. Why is this so hard?